mood: º-º worried
listining to: Kumori nochi, Kaisei - Yano Kenta starring Ohno Satoshi
Reading: Alice in Wonderland
Watching: Whatever makes me feel better (so PVs)
Playing: nothing

Right, so, I've been trying to avoid mentioning this really, since I don't wanna feel stupid if I do find out that it's nothing, but there's this thing on my ribcage that's been bugging me since I noticed it back on New Years. And, my mom says that if it isn't gone by after Spring break I'm gonna have to go to the doctor and get it checked out. Which scares me, cause I don't wanna find out that it is something. My mom and Al, mainly Al since I've spoken to her about it the most, have been trying to make me feel better, but it doesn't really work. Even the things that can normally cheer me up and push all bad thoughts out of my mind don't really work for this. I know that I really should have it looked at just incase, and that it probably is nothing that I should be worried about, but I can't help it.

Actually, because of that and a few other things, I've been incredibly worried and stressed lately. And at some point in the last year I've taken to biting my lower lip when I'm worried, so I'm kinda surprised that it isn't really cut up right now.

I'm gonna try to convince Al to go see a movie or something this weekend, that would make me feel better... Also, my CDs that I preordered have been shipped so I can look forward to those, and I have a Stephen Lynch show to go see in about a week, so I should just focus on the happy things right now and avoid anything that makes me feel worried or emo.

Okay, I just wanted to say that somewhere, so now I feel a bit better...

Fansubbers!
Paranoia will destroy ya.
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Family(how can you live without them?)


Homies!(because they rock)


Clubs I'm in!(gasp)


I need to grab some candy and get together with a bunch of friends...